almost a year since i last update the dead blog mine.
another half a year and there it goes another stage of life.
thats it of study's life.
how it will be? the insanity of hectic working life starting soon! craving for jobs in aussie is the biggest hope for staying back there.
You'll know what suits me the best.
certainly a tougher life.
there will be a great success.
to bring back happiness and a wealthy life.

it rain!!!
had great fun on easter sunday!
pleasure of him...
he actually cares...
i felt...
He sent his only son to forgive all our sins..
sins?
most of it...
love=jealousy=sin?
i fell in love with the feelings on the cosy outdoor sofa!
what can i do? what should i do? anything?
i do really needs You answer to every of my prayers...
lead me. show me. what he really thinks...

should it just stop there?
will it just stop there?
how if it just stop there?

erm, cloudy n groomy day...
blimey tired!
guess its not my day..
quiz result...
well, comes back to my apologise...
imma sorry! did i just made something that push ur nerves to the max point? real sry..
finger crossed...
i need Your answer..
i need Your blessings..
i need You to be by my side wherever i am..
sigh, things changed juz after the night.. what izzit really going on there? i have no idea!!

red! blood! my finger! 1st finger cut...

dreamland time.. it changed, everything changed! it juz changed in one night! something tats unspeakable.. inevitable...

what kind of day i have??
kinda confuse of things that happened..
kinda stressful and hectic over everything...
unspeakable?
i just don't favor my day...
my whole entire day..
just because of a sentence?? from u...
y am i bother so much??
no idea...
curious...
and u, pls stay away from us...
u're making me so dislike my life here...
i couldn't wait to go back to the kangaroos land!
because of Your words, we forgive...
mind yourself...

hope make it comes true...
Universal studio guess will be my next des..

it's year 2011..
what will be ur new year resolutions??

well, mine will be:
1: U'll be the one! get myself involve with U..
2: do better!
3: have goal..
4: journal before year 2012
5: family
6: talents
7: studies
8: job
9: health
10: wealth
11: a right one..

lol.. can this be the year??

done exam!
back soon!

after those happiness and joyous,
here comes to the difference,
life changed,
queer thing happened, the sorrows
how could i overcome it?
is God going to give me any way?
or will He follow His way for me?
everything happens for a reason...

well,
be thankful,
be grateful,
APPRECIATE!

so far had been used to life in aust!

it's from that very 1st night!

its all started from that moment!

9days be4, it happened again!

well, it was U who made my day, it was U who came in to heart... it was U... am pleasure cuz of U... am upset cuz of U... it is U...