footsteps of my life...

easter sunday! easter monday!

2011-04-24T22:19:00.000-07:00

it rain!!!
had great fun on easter sunday!
pleasure of him...
he actually cares...
i felt...
He sent his only son to forgive all our sins..
sins?
most of it...
love=jealousy=sin?
i fell in love with the feelings on the cosy outdoor sofa!
what can i do? what should i do? anything?
i do really needs You answer to every of my prayers...
lead me. show me. what he really thinks...

should it just stop there?
will it just stop there?
how if it just stop there?

my apologise....

2011-04-20T08:45:00.000-07:00

erm, cloudy n groomy day...
blimey tired!
guess its not my day..
quiz result...
well, comes back to my apologise...
imma sorry! did i just made something that push ur nerves to the max point? real sry..
finger crossed...
i need Your answer..
i need Your blessings..
i need You to be by my side wherever i am..
sigh, things changed juz after the night.. what izzit really going on there? i have no idea!!

red! blood! my finger! 1st finger cut...

dreamland time.. it changed, everything changed! it juz changed in one night! something tats unspeakable.. inevitable...

030111

2011-01-03T05:32:00.000-08:00

what kind of day i have??
kinda confuse of things that happened..
kinda stressful and hectic over everything...
unspeakable?
i just don't favor my day...
my whole entire day..
just because of a sentence?? from u...
y am i bother so much??
no idea...
curious...
and u, pls stay away from us...
u're making me so dislike my life here...
i couldn't wait to go back to the kangaroos land!
because of Your words, we forgive...
mind yourself...

hope make it comes true...
Universal studio guess will be my next des..

new year resolutions!

2011-01-02T08:03:00.000-08:00

it's year 2011..
what will be ur new year resolutions??

well, mine will be:
1: U'll be the one! get myself involve with U..
2: do better!
3: have goal..
4: journal before year 2012
5: family
6: talents
7: studies
8: job
9: health
10: wealth
11: a right one..

lol.. can this be the year??

have u ever?

2010-11-28T06:46:00.000-08:00

done exam!
back soon!

after those happiness and joyous,
here comes to the difference,
life changed,
queer thing happened, the sorrows
how could i overcome it?
is God going to give me any way?
or will He follow His way for me?
everything happens for a reason...

well,
be thankful,
be grateful,
APPRECIATE!

i feels it badly...

2010-08-23T03:01:00.000-07:00

so far had been used to life in aust!

it's from that very 1st night!

its all started from that moment!

9days be4, it happened again!

well, it was U who made my day, it was U who came in to heart... it was U... am pleasure cuz of U... am upset cuz of U... it is U...

1st post of aus..

2010-07-30T01:43:00.000-07:00

ar, its the 5days fr the day i arrived...
kinda settled down myself over here...
a lil of home sick...
thankz everyone who left me msg...
i will appreciate my life here, am so thankful to U tat given me this opportunity...
things here kinda costly.. everything!!!!!
thurs night, went for the kebab night by zion club i think... well, had a lil lil of fun...
fri, went fremantle.. weather freaking cold!!!!3CC....
wait, be4 tat, went to city.. n guess wat, i saw ppl queuing at phone stores for iphone4..
n i got this gang of frens went lined up at 5am in the morning jz for that!!! sounds so desperate.. lol..
erm, i will be waiting for it^^
missing all of you you you you you lots, frens... feeling the boredness of here...

ok, gtg, will be joining cell group later n sat will be joining another cell n last zion food fest night.. hope i will enjoy it^^

Godidopraythatmyauntwillgetherjobsoon!!!amen!!!

2010-07-12T07:43:00.000-07:00

i feel sry
i feel happy
i'm confuse
i need Ur ans!
i feel thankful
i hate those feelings
i hate making choices n decision
i wish
i hope
i think
i contemplate
i miss
i like
i favor
see how complicated life is.
the complication of human being!

-ihffudbmcp!-

ai hobe tu leet eu no mai philings.

things to do...

2010-06-17T02:05:00.000-07:00

i've a list of things to do once exam over be4 i leave to aust...
its both happiness and hectic with them...
1. medical health check up the most important..
2. on top of that, i need fill in my online visa form n payment for it.
3. dentist check up
4. change my ID with kiddie nerdy look
5. a haircut together with dying it
6. facial
7. basically i need go for plenty of outings with frens and 6trips!!!
8. my farewell n b'day party
9. oh yea, i need a day to shop with my lovely cousie, cheng!!!
10. buy i still need.

am scratching over my head how am i going to fit in all my 6months clothes in a luggage bag!!!

hope thr wont be any tears.................

back to post something to my blog.. lol

2010-04-16T01:51:00.000-07:00

i'll be, song that i would nvr ever forget...
met u, u , u!

but my most pleasure abt the day is that i bought what i was looking for few days back!!

nicholas sparks i'm coming for your words!
i'm going to treassure your words..

carol`s

2010-04-08T22:44:00.000-07:00

carol`s

still...

2010-01-11T22:36:00.000-08:00

exhausted week...
miserable life...
fed up of assignment and research and all...

it is only the 2nd week of summer course and i'm feeling pretty tired of it...
this subject is SO abhorrent!...
no management anymore after management 100!!!...
management isnt my taste!!!..

NO MORE MANAGEMENT AFTER FEB 12ND!!!...

stilll......... ard 440days.... its still.........
i really need beg myself to get over it PLS......
abolish it PLS......
get over those fraud memories PLS......
its all nonsense and flummery....
forswear i must get over it!!!...

the same time,
fidgetting... Y...
Y did u guys messed up the house of God...
folly ppl with big heads without brain...

its CHRISTmas...

2009-12-23T21:50:00.000-08:00

lets sing for joy!

SANTA CLAUSE is COMING TO TOWN..

yea, its CHRISTmas...

a very special day for our beloved Lord...

the day of dec 25th, our saviour was born!...

its a day full of joy thousands year ago till even today!!!...

we should all enjoy in this joyous day which had given by Him...

this should be the best day thruout the year after the day of good friday...

wishing everyone a blessed christmas...

my wednesday...

2009-12-09T06:45:00.000-08:00

its nice hanging out with u gals!!! couldnt wait for our next plan=))

hooray!!! finally get to hang out with joyce!!!!

its a rare chance that four of us can hang out together!!!!

kinda couldnt wait for this day!!!

n yet finally its wednesday!!!

drove sia n wei together ahead to klcc=))

decided to watch love happens after v took pretty long to decide=))

love happens sucks!!! dont watch!!!! movie that can ever makes u fall asleep in the theatre...

its out!!!

2009-12-08T08:56:00.000-08:00

pages flipping..
tik tok tik tok, clock on the wall moving every seconds..
its completely silent..
neighbour's dog isnt barking as usual night...

its 1oclock at night!!!

guess its my 1st time leaving post at this time,
my result's out!!!

i dont think i'm satisfy with it...

as i said, everyone is greedy and wants more...

yea, i need better result!..

i need do harder next sem!!

one moment!, i need do sheer hard during summer course instead=))..

nightss... back to show!!!=))

by the way, thank God...=)) i've done my best... i can do better!

u owe me, hor!

2009-12-06T02:52:00.000-08:00

after so long,
finally get to hang out with u guys again=)

"green tea pearl milk tea"
made me couldn't get into dream land whole night...

ard 2ish a.m.
eh, finally i'm asleep by then...

'straight thru my heart'.............. guess wat, phone was ringing at midnight ard 3!!!!
wth that call me so late at night, strange number!!!
ah, must be some midnight ghost or dunderhead that played with the phone... dont bother n i switch off my phone continue my sleep with my comforter..

goodness, its just less than a sec the other phone ringing...
GRRRRRRRRRRR, who so free n still awake when the its pretty late now!!! n not many of u know my both numbers....
FORCED to get down from my bed to reach the other phone call..
SAME STRANGE number!!! i'm so not going to answer those foolish number especially called in the middle of the night... get lost, 'silent mode'!!!

i starts to worry, something serious mite be happening, izzit kenneth left something in my car?? or something elso happen to chyan yeu?? sue ann?? fiona??

fine, decided to on my the phone back n ans the call if the dumb dumb call again...

sue ann!!!! yea, her voice!!!
forgot wats the exact conver..
her phone left in my car?? izzit??
sue ann: 'check for me pls..........., i couldnt sleep....pls.... i owe u a meal....'
fine, i parked my car outside, isnt it really creepy to sneak out middle of the night???
i was comtemplating what should i do=))
just go out n check, God bless me!

end it,
her pampered iphone was really in my car... thank goodness...

26 november 2009

2009-11-27T22:13:00.000-08:00

finally new moon released!!! although it wasnt 'that' nice but i still do love n like it... i don mind watching it again... ending was pretty POTONG... must watch it if u haven't...

went tenji for buffet after new moon...

hey anyone remember today??????

guess many of us forget it...

ITS SUE ANN's B'DAY!!

i'm pretty sry leaving u alone whole day free on ur birthday...

haha,,, she's kinda sad no one ask her out on her birthday..

but wait, she will nvr know wat happen till the end^^...

i know its a lousy stupid surpirse... hope she dont mind.. hey gal, i know u feel touched with out surprise=)))....

HAPPY B'DAY MY DEAREST FRIEND!!!!...

holidays here i come!

2009-11-22T20:02:00.000-08:00

wow, its been a long time after my last post..
done my exam about a week ago,
was juz too lazy to update my blog,

after exam straight went genting and small genting together=))
i still dont have any of tose pics yet...

should be my last holidays here,
should i stay home or look for a job??
i prefer both, i want stay home to get a good rest,
staying home for the whole entire 3months plus i will really get rotten...
i couldnt make any decision tho...

around 8more months,
i hope by leaving i can get to forget every single thing of u...
i dont believe u can live ur life so happily but i couldnt...
i hope by leaving things will get better...

one more,
its time for me to choose what should i major in,
precious future in all on my hand,
i really got no idea what to major in!!! God pls ans me... ans my prayer

hwlngmrdoinidtofgtujl!

comtemplating...

2009-10-29T00:11:00.000-07:00

my last post be4 i really study^^...

its difficult for us to choose or make a choice in life,

me?? i dont like to make choice for food...

time to make choice after my exam tho i've made a vague desicion now...

yea, comtemplating......

i hope He do answer my prayers...

come back to my revision, die, shit, gg?? all kind of words floating on my mind when i havent prepare much for exam!!!!

wish everyone the best for exam!

oh yea, as i still remember now, i couldnt wait for my bro's 21st b'day party^^

today is the day...

2009-10-16T06:55:00.000-07:00

speechless...

TODAY IS THE DAY.....

the day which i had my most unforgettable moment with U...

istilldomissesulotsafterayearudisappearedfrommylife..='( fupmylifewithoutulifesuckswithoutu.jl...

astonish...

2009-10-09T21:51:00.000-07:00

wat a astonishing morning...
while otw to college, was about to close my eyes and get a rest...
look out of window! eh i saw something like chalk and cheese in the sky!!!
its like few months ago after i last saw U...
and yup, i saw rainbow...
that made my day..
i love seeing rainbow in the blue sky btw those puffy clouds...
i always have a pleasant feeling with the rainbow...

2009-10-05T03:14:00.000-07:00

my naughtiest cousin=))

eee, here my cutest cousin....XD

went malaysia open tennis last fri... didnt know that tennis can be that nice, was enjoyed a lot with the match=)... n saw his fren, melissa i guess... lol... she's quite pretty tho... who cares...

holidays trip!!!!

2009-10-03T02:10:00.000-07:00

our trip to cameron highland!!! thankz to the both old one(organiser)... appreciate a lot for ur organising!!! i do enjoyed myself lots during the whole trip... will nvr forget the time i spent together wif every of u guys...

the day..

2009-09-25T23:03:00.000-07:00

every single of us has our own life...

life has its ups and downs...

yeah, nothing's perfect tho... life is'nt fair at times...

i don't blame anyone but u that made my life ups and downs...

u're the one that enlightened my life at first on OCT 16th and yet u dimmed my life at that moment on SEPT 24th...

which 'genius' that created calender and dates for us??

memories will always in our mind i bet...

it will nvr erase from our tiny little brain...

never keep it in heart, but keep it as a memory in mind...

i've met someone really terrible in life...

yet i've met someone great in life...

finally, i feel it!!

2009-09-18T07:19:00.000-07:00

after these few weeks of stressfulness for exams and assignment,

finally! i can feel the boredness without tons of works.....=P...

eh i study to pass my exams, not to get distinction!...

oh yea, i gain some knowledge how to draw graph fr microsoftwords ye.... feel so proud of it=P. lol... jk jk... but i had fun drawing it tho...

till then, i'm looking forward for our cameron trip week after next =)

some update for last week's....

2009-09-18T07:09:00.000-07:00

5arts gathering with jing's farewell!!!

finally...

2009-09-13T23:26:00.001-07:00

phew, finally i'm done with exams...
wait, still got law after two days=(...
assignments r those that kill my precious sleeping time these few days...

from last fri till sunday i was out almost whole day!
sat had fairwell party with ang who leaving to russia next week... v gonna miss u!
sun had gathering with 5arts buddies n fairwell for jing! it was a great gathering with so many of us!!

ar, need to continue assignment be4 i starts study for law...

life isnt easy....

2009-09-05T01:04:00.000-07:00

life isnt easy after all,

its all about stressfulness!!!

i feel really stress...

i need a holiday trip!!!!

couldnt wait for my next trip!!!

TIME flies.............

2009-08-28T08:03:00.000-07:00

-well well well..........
-weeks after weeks....
-started degree abt 4weeks ago, and i still feel so lost of what i'm learning, TOTALLY lost, eapecially law... the blackish papaya(law lect) is always so strict and speaking so fast...

-uh huh, was sick few days back.... nvm, forget it and now i'm well and was BUSY chasing back my typing score!!!......

i 'love' u the computer hacker that helped me for my cd rom!!..

come back!.. its time to study for mid sem NEXT WEEK!!!!!.....

my last post be4 i starts my revision and all.....

happens in this month=)

2009-08-23T08:53:00.000-07:00

i havent update my blog since.... yeah, my last post was july28th=)

kinda cant recall back what happened tho=)...

but yea, i started celebrate my birthday a week be4, during the week n the week after=)

thankz a lot to those who wished me n bring me around during my biirthday....

thankz a lot to those who gave me present..... i do appreciate all of u!!!

specially wanna thankz my collmates n ex collmates=)... i feel great having u guys in my life... i had great time with u guys on my birthday=)

oh yeah, world stage concert wasnt that fun...

2009-07-28T07:12:00.000-07:00

Before this i was eager to watch harry potter since i've watched the last four...
erm, people around told me its not nice AT aLL..
nvm, i so still want to watch it tho...

went watched on fri, 'movie day'^^...
nah, its not nice at all!!.. instead its bored...

saturday.....
should be my worst day for the week always... piano lesson will be held every sat=(..
there's this pessimistic feelings before i went for lesson..
n yea, it was terrible, horrible... the more i practise, the worse i played=(...
i'm still comtemplementing should i go for the exam still.. which on AUG 19th... about 3 to 4 weeks more...
suppose to go for jo n kumaran's birthday party but i felt so sry to them i did not turn up=(.. i'm sry guys, i misses u guys a lot tho...

evening, went klcc with parents..
i ate this costly japanese ramen at isetan hokaido fair with crabs n big fresh scallops!!! yummy, max utilities=)... i'm feeling much better after eating that=)..

my degree just started today,
ar, first lecture was so bored, malay lecturer...
nway, hope our tutor group will be nice=)...

happy birthday guys!!

2009-07-23T08:14:00.000-07:00

its a really happening month that so many of u guys' birthday!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, VIONA...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, JO...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, KUMARAN...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, EDMUND...

have a wonderful birthday!!!

pd trip after foundation=)

2009-07-20T00:24:00.000-07:00

will be missing all of u guys...

2009-07-18T23:39:00.000-07:00

its been a really long time...

2009-07-15T06:07:00.000-07:00

i'm back i'm back to update my blog=)

1st thing came in my mind was tat, yeah tat...

fine, i ady know it going to happen after all, as what i've said, liars/sinful person will have the consequences... well well, i heard gossip about her everywhere.. one thing that makes me feel better just because i dont have her 'wonderful' attitude.. DUNDERHEAD?? isnt it a nice word to suits?? lol...

isnt it i should feel happy after exam?? that my foundation going to end??
i think i dont feel any happy at all tho, another exam coming, piano exam, i think that will be more hectic to handle it =(...

july,
yeah, the happening month, so many of them b'day...
1. HAPPY BIRTHDAY,aunt
2. HAPPY BIRTHDAY, foongpooi,
3. HAPPY BIRTHDAY, jason khoo,
4. HAPPY BIRTHDAY, aaron heng,
5. HAPPY BIRTHDAY, vennie,
6. HAPPY BIRTHDAY, gavin....
blessed birthday, july babies....=)

alright, my exam was fine,=).. thank you!!!=) i owe you=)

a week more,
A WEEK MORE, my degree going to start!!

its time for me to appreciate friends around me,
another year then i will be leaving... =(

hooray,
our trip tml..
i feel happy in a way, but something else just bordering me and making me so frustrated, piano!!! piano!!!...

happening weekends wif fri??

2009-06-28T06:16:00.000-07:00

FRI,
yeah, my movie day! transformers huh!!!
was trying to get tickets two days be4 but just cant even sign in to the web...
ok, nvm.... come to worst then someone gonna get me 'silver seat'=)...
n yea, v got the 'silver seat' at gardens=) hoping for a 'gold seat' next time=)
->met few ppl, the yang which i've nvr seen in ages, then met amanda n frens fr high school
->crazy, 3bubble tea for only both of us.. i drank 1 cup n a half of it^^..
->the movie was ok, average... a bit too long i think.. n yet ppl r so desperate for it till i cant even get tickets for sunday on fri, ALL SOLD OFF.. isnt it crazy??

SUN,
as usual went midvalley,
nothing attracts me today=(..
was searching for handbag..
was having migrain,

there,
my cute 'baby' cousin.. was crying=p...

SAT night,
i think its my long journey for the day,
when cheras took lisia n meet up philip,
sesak jalan when otw there....=p....
--something weird here, i was fetching philip dad=p.. sounds really weird huh... i was driving a parent=p... feel to pressured=)...
--
finally, reached kumaran place around 7++ i guess..
wow, u will nvr believe how his house look like,
its tidy outside but HUGE inside with FIVEstairs to different places, THREE stories, n with numerous decorations...

the 'adventure' started,
jo fetched us to a so called '10 mins' drive supermarket,
its far actually,
-> arrr,, drive slowly, n every1 in the car was quiet, wouldnt dare to make noise tho=p.. says " let jo concentrate her driving"...
....says "ARH,,, JO,,, CAR COMING OUT!!"... our lives were in her hands, n her hands NEARLY took away our lives^^... ended up eating pizza instead of the earlier plan for steamboat=p..

"lets play some games".. the idea came out fr philip.."play bluff lar then".. "ok"
me:'eh i'm not good in lying, i couldnt bluff"...
shhhh, mute,, i've onli bluff once which they guessed as well=p.. so, i'm not a good liar like others... hehe...

too bad, i wasnt the loser still... PHILIP, got punished=p with the mixer of eggs, soup, tou fu, dragon fruit jelly etc etc... looks so yiakie =O...
BYE, sat night story ends there....

i'm happy n feel great to c them again, althought it always made me think of the two 'love birds' but it true tat i enjoyed myself there still...

this has come!

2009-06-22T06:24:00.001-07:00

well well,
happy holidays to U, U, U n U who having holidays after exams...

n well,
its time that my nightmares came, its the end of it, and also the beginning of it...
whatwillhappennextthereafterpreustudycongrats.

lifeless time has juz arrived,
the hectic n exhausted one is here finally,
exam is in three weeks time!!! rushing here n there for assignments and projects.

piano another one,
exam coming in less than two months time,

degree starting in less than a month time,

goodness, whats tat???
my life is like cramping up...

isnt is so lifeless??

got onli FEW DAYS break after foundation then degree starts...=(

appreciate ur holidays!!!!

its time to update after so long...

2009-06-17T05:18:00.000-07:00

well,
i guess i'm fine at this moment with everything,
still alive.. lmao=)

last sunday,
finally, lastly,
i got a guitar from yamaha=)
unfortunately i didnt know how to play it...
am going to learn......

after 19yrs of ages!

2009-06-01T00:22:00.000-07:00

this way,
i bought hair bands from diva on Sunday at pyramid,
its my 1st n 1st time buying hair bands for myself, again, its indulge...lol...
5 of them altogether, white, black, gold, silver, n brown....

tried it on,
hmmm, gold doesnt match with my cloth's colour...
hmmm, white, yea, its U, white, that i chose to wear today!

do i look weird??
yeah yeah, i think i'm...
my 1st time wearing hair band after my 19yrs of life!!!

1st: eh, do u know what u look like? bunny!
2nd: u look like something but i better dont say wat it is...
3rd: what happened to your style? u looks younger with it!
4th: u look nice with that!

muted.. i've nothing to respond=p

ar, different opinions from them...
here comes my own's, isnt i look weird?? i think so^^

here, my hello kitty which my uncle bought for me when i was 11... huge n heavy kittie... just realised i've dumped aside for so long=p.. lol..

guess wat??

2009-05-29T07:43:00.001-07:00

wow,
thurs night: i'm goin to drive myself tomoro!!! tomoro around 10 morning should be quite smooth the traffic.. ok nights..

woke up around 9, get ready to fetch gan from his college.
ended up ffk me...

ar, nvm lar.. fetch vennie earlier then fetch amanda n LETS GO for meat balls!!!
shhhh, my parents din noe i'm goin so far=p...

GOODNESS, JAM!!!! EVERYWHERE!!! what on earth happen!!! so jam!!!

from my house to pj i took 1hour!!! jam all the way!!!

after picked up vennie from pj then went down to usj fetch amanda... u know lar, usj as usual always jam...

guess how many hours i reach ikea???!!!!

TWO N HALF HOURS!!!! my house to pj to usj to curve,,, it took me 2n half hours!!!

nvm, at least get to eat meatballs which i misses most=p... shopped whole day til 5ish... legs were tired...

i myself oso cant believe tat i DAREd to drive so far=p... haha..

yay! safe journey all the way back home.... thank GOD!

ah, be4 tat, after dropped vennie home went midvally fetch aunt, JAM AGAIN!!! all the way to midvalley... went wrong way, ended up at bangsar n made a big uturn back to mv....

home sweet home... safe!!! lol..

hooray!! amen!!

2009-05-28T05:56:00.000-07:00

hooray!!! amen!!!
barca won!!!! manU lousy=p... 2-0!!!

couldnt get up to watch=p...

wats so special abt thurs???

cuz got no class on fri!!!

nothing much,,

juz feel left out from the gang....lmao...

huh, talk about leaving to aust,

i think it will always be the most sorrow topic for us,

yeah, time passed fast..

one more year i'm leaving....
juz one more year... wat should i do be4 i leave?? when can i get back here?? i really got no idea abt all tat...

i hope everything will go on well wif u u u n all of u...

i'm still the same me... its still u...

photoshot session!!!!

2009-05-26T07:18:00.001-07:00

thank God for the pretty nice weather today!!!

went for our photoshot session for interview at plaza osk, ampang park. the rhb bank.

v took putra from vennie's place.. around 13 stations=p. but it was quite fast tho the lrt...

ar, past by some stations which i don hope to pass by... the feeling of jimjams whenever i passed by.... the klsentral n pasarseni station!

nvm, thankz frens being wif me!!!

v enjoyed ourselves n v were all really happy during our long long journey=p...

i'm for sure this will be our really last interview assignment n our last trip like this.. it will be memorable!!!

heart??

2009-05-25T06:34:00.000-07:00

the indisposition heart of mine......

floating somewhere in the sky??

i juz felt really uneasy after wat happened ytd....

"stayed muted for few mins" thankz....

guessed i don hav a proper piece of heart=p

my sunday!

2009-05-24T06:04:00.000-07:00

its not a appropriate sunday,
i din go mv today like wat i usually do every sunday, its indispensable,
a ghastly sunday for me,,
but,
its really indulge,
i've learnt how to make dumpling=p...

next time me n aunt can make n sell when v r at aust!!!=)
cuz dumpling its something tat ubiquitous, its difficult to find fr overseas=p

suppose watch movie wif my uncle but didnt get to cuz v doesnt get into the movie time,

my life now is imperceptible i guess, i dunno wat i wan tho.....lmao...

my 1st sunday wif specs whole day,=p

interview+shopping..

2009-05-23T06:51:00.000-07:00

what a tiring day!!!

i reached vennie house around 11++...

went 1u picked kaameni up for our interview somewhere near there... for management project.... so troublesome....

i love tat uncle house!!! was so gothic but its so comfortable once i went in!! with dim lighting for the whole house!!! i dont know how to describe it more in words but its just make me so into the house!!!

ok, the interviewed for around 1 hour... tats quite long tho...=p

hooray!!
our shopping trip started after it at 1u,
eh, its the very 1st time kaameni came along for our shopping trip!!!
erm, i guess everyone bought something today....

goodness, went midvalley straight after my parents fetched me fr vennie house,
i was really tired n headache while the way to mv,

nvm lar, at least i bought something=p...
i bought shirts, shoes, n yea, things from body shop's offer!!!

exhausted,

these r some of our pics for the day!

boring!!!

2009-05-23T06:41:00.000-07:00

fri??? should be happy wif no class??

NO!! was so bored at home whole freaking afternoon!!

mum i wan go out!!!

ok lar.. later follow dad go sunway since he goin gym...

yay! finally get to go out!! brought mum for bbq plaza, she said not nice!!

haha.. something new in my room=p... for my earrings!

i prefer them!

2009-05-21T07:35:00.000-07:00

y not adam???

2009-05-21T07:29:00.001-07:00

its all cuz he's gay!!!

its KRIS!!!

2009-05-21T07:13:00.000-07:00

the final result for american idol season 8 is out!!!

i think it was unexpected tat kris won!!

yay!!! thankz ms loo telling me the result early morning while having econs!!

i love adam's voice but kris more!

ar,, i still prefer the last year's david vs david..

adam is a gay n kris was taken...

whereas both david r still available... hahaha...

come back to my life,

i'm happy tat saw cheong n chor yin at mcD this afternoon! havent seen both of them in a really long time.. so sweet of them, both goin to imu together!

moving on, AJ3 celebrated a burfday party for see bee at burger king!!!

n watched the repeat for american idol at 6 to 10!!! sounds so crazy i watched it twice=p... hehe...

i'm happy wif the result by the way.....

i'm fine!!

2009-05-20T02:40:00.001-07:00

heys,,
thankz everyone!!!
i'm probably fine but not totally heal yet=p

went to coll last these two days,
juz for econs presentation,,
hope it was fine!!! hope i did it well!!!

suppose i think i can attend classes but juz in case my virus spread to others so yeah i skipped many classes, since i hav a week mc so wat for waste it=p... hahaha...

tues morning,
aunt: ok, today i driving myself to work after tat grandpa drive u to coll..
me: fine ok ok.. i hav my insurance...
driving all the way to mv in the morning n finally reached safely
grandpa: nah, ur turn to drive urself to coll...
me: uhhhhhh,,, serious ar.... ooooooookk....

eh, i cant imagine i dare to really drive myself to coll when its so freakingly jam in the morning everywhere wif so many cars!!!

haha... i still ended up at coll by driving myself!!! hooray!!! something i should be proud at myself=p... finally, i can drive to coll next time=p...

juz too lucky!!

2009-05-15T06:31:00.000-07:00

at 1st i thought it was all ants bite,
accidentally scratched n bursted n water came out,
nvm, still don bother....

till the 2nd day i showed my mum,,,,
omg!!! chicken pox!!!!
i need doctor for pill!!!
shit!!!!
n stp pill made me so sleepy n tired till i slept for 10hours!!!

getting more today!!!
i need to pray hard!!!

grandma said the 4th day will be more!!!
i think i better pray sheer hard!!!

after 5days!

2009-05-13T03:46:00.000-07:00

limited edition CK parfume!!!!
come with speaker for my ipod!!!
cool rite!!!
love it!!!

stats class today...
irritating's old man.....
its brian, chloe n see bee=p....

went fun fair wif famaly last sat=p......
it was fun obviously=p.....
rides were all so pricey....
its something indulge i think for goin fun fair wif parents=p.....

finally, after 5days!!!!!
godiva made one of my day!!!

-love godiva-

good luck n all the best for all my alevel's frens! U

2009-05-08T07:16:00.000-07:00

hey,
1st of all,
to : all my mckl frens!
i will miss seeing u guys a lots!
hope all of u will do well!!
thankz for goin being part of my life for my 5mths in mckl!
love all of u guys!!

2nd,
to : my highschoolmates who doin alevels!
after u guys exam must hang out! jing especially!
i noe u guys can do it!!! gambateh!!!
aku suka pada semua-mu!!!

ok, come back to my life,
wed afternoon, facebook made me mad n kuku!
thankz sis for talking to me,
thankz bro for making me laugh,
thankz everyone who was supporting me all these while!
thankz a lot, tats the onli word i can think of in my mind for u guys,
i will, do still wait for him n continue my life,

ar, boring fri with no classes on! boys like girls-

juz got my new car two days ago! -WSN 8825-

stuffy n hot weather just making our lives sucks,

i love econs! -unique-

Godiva chocolatier made my day! - premium chocolates-

who the h sent me tat??! -random text-

happy to c bro back again! -jeff-

cant think of anything else to write anymore,

my main purpose is to wish all my alevel frens all the best n good luck guys!!

SPECIALLY FOR U,-JL-
i noe u can do it,
try n do ur best,
will be praying hard for u,
use ur time wisely for this last 10days,
take watching football as to release ur stress,
take it easy,
its ur last n still last chance to show ur best in this course,
put all ur effort,
no matter wat, i will always be by ur side to go through ur tough path way wif u,
take extra care,
bye!

xoxo
-Q-

specially for you!

2009-05-03T05:33:00.000-07:00

happy birthday dar, JL
i do remember the last year wat happened on ur birthday,
i'm here to apologised for it!
sry for wat i did wrong,
i do owe u a big dinner n present,

unforgiveness is a sin,
hatred is a sin,
lie is a sin,
etc,

don be a sinful person,
ask for HIS forgivness,
HE sent HIS onli son do died for our sins,
Repent u!

these days!

2009-05-03T05:16:00.000-07:00

almost two weeks did not update my blog,
so yea,
1st of all wish the rest of the april's 1990 babies a very happy birthday,
i think i onli left ken khoo n SOMEONE,
23-4 HAPPY BIRTHDAY KEN KHOO,
29-4 HAPPY BIRTHDAY SOMEONE, MY ONLI 1....
erm,

which day should i start fr?
lets start from the result day!
it was better than last sem!! HOORAY!

oh yea,
next,
went for FGA churc play the ' paroimia'
it was pretty coool...
ar, juz something unexpected happened when the 1st day i went,

although i really miss him, but pls don let me c him, once i c him i will be worse and yet, i saw HIM wif HER, so call the secretive couple now. the feeling wasnt good at tat time of cuz!!

went ken house for his birthday,
went AC yam cha after the play,

29th 00:00
thanks gan bro helped me called him n wish him.

come back to study,
lecture classes started,
buss stats, managment n macro,
those all doesnt sounds like my favourite sub,
especially stats, the goodness one!!!
wish myself all the best for this short sem!

ar, my mood wasnt here to blog,
so yea, stop here then!

x-man was really cool n nice,
i watched it twice!

xoxo,
Q

holidays wasnt nice at all!

2009-04-20T07:46:00.000-07:00

sunny morning,
blue skies wif puffs of white,
wanted to wake up at 9 but juz couldnt,
was too drownsy n tired, still feel sick,
finally, woke up when i saw its almost 11=p
took a deep breath! the 1st time i woke up this late for this few months.
my goal for the day,
1st: read finish the 'nights in rodanthe'
2nd: tv tv n tv
3rd: practice piano
4th: start 'thanks for the memories'
i bought two books yesterday fr popular, its wo worth it!
2nd for 50%,
my holidays will be for the both of them. hehe.
who noes, once i woke up i gave my time to the tv,
who noes, i fell asleep=p
WHO NOES, i misses him a lot once i awake!
damn, the feelings wasnt good!! ar!!
as i read the book 'nights in rodanthe'
it makes me think of him more!
as its a noveltic story book.
i love the story n i hope to watch the movie of it.
the movie was out during last year's aug. but i havent heard of it be4.
i love u, nicholas sparks!
i hav almost all his collections,
n yes, He had given me one of it be4 when in form4 i think, 'the notebook'
which was a pretty nice romantic book n turns out a movie as well.

grrrr, damn, got nag by the 'queen' of house(mum),
she juz made my day worse when its already tat bad,
nvm, forget it.
i'm goin in to the book 'thanks for the memories'
hope its nice as i love the writer as well,
cecilia athens!

hope everything goin well to u, my only one,
everything will be erasable in my mind!
its my bed time, n time to 'date' wif my pillows n all my sleepingmates!

trip after our exam!!!

2009-04-17T06:51:00.000-07:00

yay!!! our AJ3 genting trip rocks!!!
thurs morning, brian n jason drove us up to genting for two days n a night!
around 1.30 v reached there n went theme park in order to wait for others to come!
wow, v sat almost every rides=p funny stuffs did happens of cuz. haha!
imagine,,,,,, how 11ppl goin to sleep in a small theme park hotel room???
i hav no idea as well tho, haha. but the room is much much more nicer than 1st world.
nvm, v hav our dinner at 1st world hotel.
our party starts here,
we went to a big stone place, 'secretive place' to celebrate keong n brian burfday!
it was a dark n SCARY place, too bad for us tat cant c the nice views from there cuz of the forks. heavy forks last night,
it was really fun havin party up there.
went back room after tat, chit chatting, takes turn to wait for so many ppl to shower, played cards n watched harry potter4. i can say tat it our room was super duper happening, good thing no one complaint of our noises=p
n yeah, me, renee vennie n brian ended up slept 1st n yet others went out n hav a midnight walk, the pillow talks started here among the 3of us.
around 5.30, time for us to go for sun rise,
jom, lets go!!
were wondering which direction should v look for the sun rise?
THERE!!! finally v found it!!! great!!! yes, its there!!!
v waiting, desperating, n finally, v saw it!! v saw it!!! wasnt tat nice cuz of the clouds blocking but the moments of waiting for it was really nice n amazing.
everyone of us was freezingly cool while waiting.
after tat, v went arcade!! but not all of us, some went back hotel room n date wif their sleeping god=p
me, renee, vennie, kee nee, calvin n ronald went.
ok, the journey ended up having out lunch at 1u after checked out!!
thanks ronald our organiser, v appreciate it a lot!! thankz!! happy holidays AJ3~

these r our pics for our long long journey, enjoy them.

hooray!! lets celebrate!!!

2009-04-15T06:23:00.000-07:00

HOORAY!!! my exam is over!!!
stupid moral paper! so crazy difficult! i got not enough time to finish it! ARRR!!
nvm, good thing its not counted for the average point,, shew!
yay!! after our last paper, maths, we went ikea for MEATBALLS!
ok, i shared meatballs, chicken leg, daim cake, n 5chicken wings wif maralyn!!
maths paper was easy! don hav graph drawing! thank GOD!!!

those r my calculator for my acc! three calculators for onli acc n cant believe i still can count wrongly!

my stacks of papers which i can throw them away, wait, recycle them!

hooray!! went ice skating after ikea meatballs!!
it was nice after a long time i din skate!
time for a week holidays!!!
tomoro our genting trip!! cant wait for it!!!
n yea, suprisingly met them at pyramid!!
tomoro, 16/4 HAPPY BURFDAY to kelvin!!!
chaoz! gonna charge myself for tomoro!!!

sounds 'great!'

2009-04-13T03:56:00.000-07:00

its a really tiring day for me n i think for all my collmates as well,
as v had our eng n acc papers today,
i hav been writing almost the whole day,
brain working a lot for it,
brands chicken essence no use! it still cant make my brain work better!
I COULDNT BALANCE MY ACC! n it sounds really 'great' cuz i left few hundreds thonsands to balance it. where to get those few thousands??!!! arrr. screwed it lar.
btw eng wasnt tat bad.
n i realised april is a happening month which so many of my frens b`day r in april!!! ~today, 13/4 HAPPY BURFDAY to jeewen!~ oh yeah,~ yesterday's, 12/4 HAPPY BURFDAY dad!~ ~tomoro, 14/4 HAPPY BURFDAY to keong!~ blessed burfday!
arrr, gonna study for tomoro's business comm!
yea, stressful, tiring, hectic, exhausted,
mayb those r the 'fun' for exam!

left out smth! ^^

2009-04-12T03:28:00.000-07:00

oh yeah, i regretted stop doin my alevels in a sudden! i realised alevels rocks, i learnt so much things compare to foundation! nvm, i do feel relaxing for my foundation=p compares to alevels. nway, u're always my boost for doin everything! love ya!

day be4 2nd sem exam!

2009-04-12T03:03:00.000-07:00

oh great, wait, it wasnt great at all.
today is the day i mean the onli sunday i stayed at home! sounds bored, n yeah, boring! no choice, need to study for the papers tomoro^^
forced myself to wake up early morning to start my 'study journey',
ACCOUNTS! yes, accounts again! kind of fed up of it, but future accountant is here, so wat to do, hav to to it!
BYE, parents n bro all went out, home alone =( indulge yea =p hee.
watched E! whole afternoon while doin acc in the same time =p n its really entertained.
the story began, crap, y izzit him again?? i juz cant delete him out of my mind, was deeply thinking of him while i'm alone ='(
there, juz blog n espressed myself. implicit, juz keep it always to u both then since its so secretive,so juz keep it sly, be hoarders!!!!
no matter wat, u're always my sole one! seems like there's no panacea for me to get it over, too bad for me.
n good luck everyone, my mates who goin to have exam tomoro! yup, i beleive tat liars will hav their consequences, y izzit so? cuz it happened! its ady a FACT!!!
ends here, need to continue my revisions!

the mckl maze. awesome!

2009-04-09T07:24:00.000-07:00

circle-k installation! bored!

2009-04-04T08:52:00.000-07:00

ok, due to my busy days!! i coundnt blog much, so this is juz a pic where v took circle-k installation. went mckl for their maze=p its cool! but jz F*** up something which happened at the same time! blog more abt it next time when i got time lar. yeah. must now study hard, practice hard! bye!

what is love?

2009-03-26T18:39:00.000-07:00

love is patient??
love is blind??
love is sweet??
love is unfair??
love is abt sacrificing??
love is abt willingness??

what is love? what is love that make us happy n hurt us easily??

there's a miserable song called 'love hurts' where a guy wails on abt love n hmm, how much it hurts. there r also loads of love songs lamenting a broken heart or spweing out resentment over a love gone wrong. n then there's the other end of the spectrum where its all rainbows n sunshine. so what is love?

i noe there r some ppl in relationship who arent exactly feeling the rainbows n sunshine. they're in relationship wif partnet but dunno why. they fight, they hav nothing to say to each other, they take each other for advantage yet if u were to ask them y they r still together, the ans probably would b they love each other. is that really love? granted, there r couples who get off on fighting bt if tats the onli thing u hav goin for ur relationship, then its really a sad situation.

then there r also those who love being miserable in relationship. apparently, if u're not moping around n sighing n worrying abt ur relationship, then u're not in real one; logic being tat "REAL" relationship r tough. come on, surely walking around with a weight on ur chest is not what love is supposed to feel like!

some ppl r perfect for each other, this could cuz they complement each other or tolerate each other. NO ONE IS PERFECT n u'd need some1 who can accept ur flaws! n yes, I NEED SOME1 WHO ACCEPT MY FLAWS!

so does LOVE REALY HURTS?? is there no such thing as perfect relationship?? can 2 ppl truly be happy together 4ever??

well, lets c, some ppl they enjoy arguing(not me), some prefer to be non-confrontational, some love unconditionally(me) whereas some find satisfaction in drama. the TRUTH is, love love DOES hurt for some but thats the way they choose it to be. for me, LOVE HURTS ME A LOT! mayb tats the way i chose to be but wat can i do?? i cant juz forget everything v hav been through, i need to keep them all in my heart althought its hurtful.

anyone of u who failed in relationship may hav brought you a lot of pain but at the end of the day, i'm sure u'll learn something fr them and come out them wiser and with a clearer picture of wat you wan or don wan in ur next relationship. n the pain doesnt last. i noe i'm forcing myself tough to get over it, but there's always something tat cant be force, especially our feelings, as us, human being, feelings is the 1st sense for us.

someone juz stole away my love, so wat i think abt love? love MUST BE SELFISH! ITS IMPOSSLBLE TO SHARE IT! V must be selfish abt love.

love makes me happy, sad, but i'm pretty sure that the happy moments will be more than the sad path ways.

for wat i think:1) love is not blind, object! there's for sure always a reason y u love some1
2) love is sweet of cuz for sure, every couples of cuz will try to hav a sweetest relationship
3) love is unfair! strongly agree! when u love him a lot but y he juz ignored it n yet loving someone else? isnt it unfair? when i'm sacrificing a lot for him but yet, he juz couldnt understand it!
4) love is abt sacrificing, of cuz, everyone who is in a relationship must sacrifice, 1st, sacrifice ur heart for him/her other than GOD.
5)love is abt willingness, comfirm! cuz i'm doin everything willingly, exhausting my life willingly. without the supporting from YOU, God, i think i cant able to survive til now. its tiring for wat i'm doin n sacrifice for him.

am waiting you, ****** ***

suprisingly!! thank God!

2009-03-20T07:33:00.000-07:00

i got back my debate marks! haha.
unexpected=p. it wasnt tat bad as i thought.
must be our prayers worked!
at 1st i thought i will get very low marks cuz i felt tat i was out of point^^
ok, nvm. i satisfy wif my marks d!
now, waiting for maths mark! this, i seriously i will get low low for it.
nvm, mo st probably my HD for maths flew away d.
n yea, hope my prayer will works again. lol.
miss ya! miss ya!

next week will be a busy week, hav to finish up B.comm, acc, n moral assignments n projects. its all killing me! hav to work somemore. exhausted!

i wish my all my buddies n frens who goin to hav their A-level trials gd luck! study hard! i noe u guys can do it! add oil oh!

life is so complicated, sophisicated.

metro's touch rugby every wed!

2009-03-18T06:29:00.000-07:00

ok, its a australian game! its fun! all rely on speed!

DEBATE~~~

2009-03-17T06:06:00.000-07:00

yo, these days kinda of busy=p
no time for blog at this busyyyy moment,
tomoro got DEBATE!
n i havent start writing out my points. haha
God bless me=p.
ok, SOME ONE SOME ONE! i oso hav a SOME ONE in my life!
nvm, gtg to prepare my debate!
wish myself a luck tomoro for everything!
n cuz ITS WEDNESDAY!!!
day for me!!!
haha.......
BB

paramount church camp!

2009-03-09T06:00:00.000-07:00

ok, last few posts was really emo n yeah, something tat make me happy here after my lousy shittie weekends. i dowan to mention again wat happened, but juz screwed up AGAIN, n sry sis n bro! enjoy the pics! its a half day camp at taman pertanian malaysia, shah alam. sounds cool rite? yeah, it was pretty cool but the morning rain juz spoilt my mood. but kinda enjoyed myself wif the environment there. was really cooling~~ next, went 1U wif my girls' frens. ar! bought things again, i juz couldnt stop shopping, buying clothes, spending money! crap! tats bad! from last year OCT till NOW, i think i hav bought more than 80clothes=p hehe. i'm crazy shopper yea=p n last month i had spent i think 1k=p. AR! someone must stop me speonding $$ like drnking water!!! broke!! nvm, tomoro gonna start work at robinsons, so $$ is coming back!!! hahaha.

last thurs's for hao yen burfday!

2009-03-09T05:45:00.000-07:00

chris brown & rihanna!

2009-03-08T07:59:00.000-07:00

ok,
thankz everyone!
lets say y i still love him,
its juz like chris brown n rihanna.
i think everyone noes the news abt chris n hanna.

i think everyone saw her bruises on her body tat made by chris,
yes, n yet she still love him so much n got back together wif him.

n yet i still love him no matter wat! even he whack me like chris.

n this is my own business who to blame. i wont blame anyone if no one Bitch abt me.

n everyone who noes me, i'm a person tat will nvr angry mayb=p. lol. i juz dunno how to be angry. haha.

ok, screwed up my life again! juz cant believe it!

2009-03-04T07:22:00.000-08:00

ok, i dunno wat i hav done tat my year will be so freaking crazy bad luck,
listen here, i juz cant believe it, JL, i guessed those who noe me sure noe him,
wat kind of person he is?
romantic?? sacrificing?? lol. n yes! he's not tat type at all!

haha, guessed wat i heard,
1. googled for her house add
2. plan to bring her out for lunch
3. plan to fetch her out for concert
4. fetched her to his house play
5. plan party for everyone go his house but juz for her
6. plan to ask her for prom date
7. sent a banquet of flowers for valentine
8. buy her lime juice when she sick
9. changed his gang of frens cuz of her
10. lied to everyone cuz of her
11. etc

r tat all rumours?? haha, i don think so its a rumours or story told by some story teller, i don think its a rumours if its nt true, i don think its story make by some story maker if things din happened, n yes, after all, i believe its true.

i think tats ady enough from how he changed cuz of her. the JL tat everyone noe last time, he don give a darn for valentine day, he don plan anything for his ex, he will nvr bring his ex back home when parents around, he will nvr make a party for everyone cuz of his ex, he don give a darn when his ex sick. OMG! is tat u U now ar?

i cant believe seriously! n all these shit happened since last year oct which v juz broke up for less than a month after three years of relationship! wth is happening in this world! izzit so easy for a guy or a person to forget wat had happened in three years?!! a girl can 360degree changed a 19years old guy so easily?

omg! i feel so cheated for the past 3years by him. i had sacrifice so much for him. i;m the one tat cared abt valentine, plan to go out wif him, take care of him everytime, everything everything. ok, the onli thing here, 'i'm nt a christian'.

ar! i juz dunno how to explain my feelings now. ok, no matter wat, i will be waiting! no matter wat, u n onli u!

even though its been so long,
my love for u keeps goin strong,
i remember the things tat v used to do.

ar! there, pls pray for me, i feel tat nothing left for me here!

yesterday night + today!

2009-03-01T05:52:00.000-08:00

ok, today as usual, went mv for breakfast, haha, i spent again=p. be4 i leave to the aust edu fair at seri pacific hotel, i went isetan tried on few clothes n yea, i got them in kinda rushed=p. SALES!!! everywhere!!! i'm broke broke broke. thankz mum for paying for me=p. i feel guilty=p haha. yeah, then after tat rushed to seripacific hotel which i noe its opposite 'the mall'. once i got down from the train, walked n walked, WAIT, this place, THIS PLACE, gosh, 'the memorable' bus station! tat was the bus station v took bus to redang! arrrr! all the memories came, CAME BACK! ='(='( I MISS HIM I MISS HIM! i dunno wat else can i do, i dunno. i need pain killer for my heart, i need it! after all, the edu fair was ok, kinda small one compared to the one i went wif him last two years at convention hall, klcc. yeah, but i did found out abt other coll other than curtin. ok, tats all for today.

erm, thankz bro for fetching me out yesterdat night when i was so sad. went bangsar to look for jing szeye n sean, suprisingly i noe the way=p hehe.

the feeling is juz there!

2009-02-28T06:21:00.000-08:00

there it is

ok, the feeling is juz there! today i got no piano class, so last few days i had decided go look for my mckl frens. its kind of a long long journey to get to mckl=p reached there around 11.15, 'tu tu tu', came down from the train at tun sambatan, as usual, went look for his car once i get down from the train, oh yes, his car BJL 7282, was there as usual too. like after 3sec, i saw from far someone like him n wearing our school pj uniform, the distance is getting nearer, n nearer, omg! tats him , tats him! my 1st time seeing him from far far far after these two months. THE FEELING JUZ THERE! i knew tat would happen d, my tears juz cant stop coming out from my heart til my eyes=p, gosh, i really miss him a lot, a lot. cant imagine i finally cried out after the past few times i went there. good thing no one at the station, was kinda empty there. was wondering y his fren driving his car but nt him, after tat i onli found out his shoulder dislocated. ouch ouch ouch, this isnt the 1st time he dislocated it. take care lar u. hope u r fine in every other things. result coming out yea, will be always praying for u. i'm always there for u. i noe u gonna get better result this time yea! GBU, b.

renee's birthday!

2009-02-27T03:34:00.000-08:00

happy burfday, girl!!

sry tat i couldnt wish u on timelast nite=p

sry tat v spoilt ur suprise=p

haha. i'm back to blog!

2009-02-26T06:20:00.000-08:00

hey there,
sry i don hav time to update my blog lately=p
cuz was kinda busy wif test n assignments throughout the week,
nothing muh happen actually,
was happy went lunch wif men n jing yesterday!
1st time men came look for us, cuz the both of them i skipped my maths class. haha.
enjoyed our stories time ya! haha.
erm, yea, i cant remember wat had happened ady. but for one thing, i hav been missing him a lot=( felt happy when i saw his car the day, haha=p
was trying very hard to study these few days but most of the time i was sloughing n enjoyed my show=p
i hate this sem's timetable la seriously, everyday morning class n was so crazy jam everymorning. stp morning classes, making me feel drownsy n couldnt really concentrate. hee.
ok, sad tat i juz found out i'm goin to aust next year d, the onli thing i wanna do be4 i leave is to do my best for him. hope to leave my best for him be4 i leave.=( sheer sad of tat.
well, tomoro will be having moral stdudies test! n i dunno anything, cuz was skipping classes for my both sis=p haha. i'm not blaming them but i was really happy to spent my time wif the both of them. hope our next sing k session will be on soon=p
oh yea, tat day got ffk by fren, ended up shopped alone at pyramid n spent for clothes n was having lunch alone at j&co. weird weird weird, was eating alone n ppl looked at me like one kind=P hehe.
i guess now i gonna start looking trough my moral studies d.
nitez.

carol_kiew@hotmail.com!

2009-02-14T04:24:00.000-08:00

i had this very shitting valentine eve yesterday!

some stupid asshole so free went n deleted my ALL my msn's friends list after deleted my facebook acc which i had saved it! sad rite? nvm. forgive lor.

if u guys don mind, add me back, carol_kiew@hotmail.com! thankz=)

my 1st time!

2009-02-10T01:56:00.001-08:00

ok, went pavilion on monday around 11ish from sue ann's house. should i follow or not? to or not to? comtemplating~~ aiya, since nothing to do then ok lar, follow onli lar. 'LOOK FOR A STAR', it looks like a romantic sweet type of movie from the preview which i have seen. i cant imagine i actually watched it which my PARENTS. the feelings of me is unexplainable! weird! weird! i'm was so darn regret for goin wif them. but anyway, the movie was avarage lar. i don like andy lau, i think he's crazy old n doesnt suite for this kind of movie.

my new heels!

2009-02-08T07:13:00.000-08:00

its awesome. during the 2nd day of cny if im nt wrong, went pavilion wif jing they all n she intro this heels to me from nine west. during tat time it has 30% off n after discount it costed slightly less than 300bucks. n today i went n i saw its now 50%off, its 50% off, jing!! straight texted jing n told her abt this gd news! im so goin to buy it. n i straight away woke up from my darn sleepy n tired n exhausted feelings! yay! i want it! wanted get grey but no more size from metro, tried the nine west store @ gardens n they don even hav grey bt onli left black n purple. ok, nvm, i will wan the purple one then since they hav onli black n purple. once be4 i pay, found some scratches on the heels. aiyo, kinda potong stim when i saw them. GOD blessed me, they onli hav one n onli another at robinsons nt even hav it at pavilion. GREAT! jom, lets go robinsons, mum! another GREAT thing happened, they having this promotion tat hsbc n cimb n robinsons holders can hav additional 10%, n it really sounds great cuz i can get it cheaper than the after 50% discounted price! finally, bought it 100bucks cheaper than 30%'s. purple again! lol^^

our 2nd night! on ar!

2009-02-08T06:56:00.000-08:00

lol. our 2nd night after genting's night! exhausted, slept onli 5hours in two days! around 6ish pm, v went for dinner after everyone woke up after the crazy 1st night. v went amber's house next to change n things. yeah, around 9, all of us set out from amber house. reached there too early i guess, cuz the road was still so peaceful n quiet. ended up hung around at sheraton hotel. nice hotel though. after all, the night was kinda fun at kl loft! haha.

my 1st pic wif feeeee..^^

on ar!!! genting!!

2009-02-06T18:58:00.000-08:00

ok, mamak at 1st. suddenly i think feeee gave the idea of goin genting=p on ar?? so on! erm, v went sue ann's house got sweater then went feee's house get her MPV for the 6 of us^^. around 3ish am, v reached! yay! the weather was so cooling n all of us were kind of freezing=s. otw, v sang songs n haha, its a rehearsal for our sat night yea=p. since some of my collmates were there earlier, so i juz gave them a called when once i reached n met them all at old town. oh yea, n sry for them to keep waiting for me=p ended up v were eating there as well. something really pleasure happened to our kak jing! she got this replied from uk concerned abt which the uni offered her N its a gd news! she got in the uni she wants, uni of KINGs ! congrates! hugs! yea, n next v took pics. around 6 v returned back to KL! ready for today's plan!!!! yo!!!

haha, looks weird=s

me and sue ann
our marshmallows. yummy wif coffee.

old town, genting!

lets blog more about yesterday!

2009-01-31T10:19:00.001-08:00

ok, lets start from the beginning of all, i think everything started at 8ish. steamboat 1st continue wif bbq, play cards, drinking, fire crackers, chit chat erm n lastly MAMAK. hehe. those guys n my dad had drank two bottles of chivas whereas us girls drank red wine+apple juice^^ gd thing no one really drunk yea. oh yeah, v had fire crackers fighting section as well=p. KK vs YEU. haha. someone's shoes NEARLY get burn yea. haha. n playing cards section the dealer won: calvin n my dad. =p here come to almost the end of the party! ARGH! phing's phone dropped deep down into the toilet bowl!!!! fortunately huh, there's this "HERO" gave her his hand to save her phone. "i can be ur HERO hui phing" YEU, the HERO!!! he came out wif many ideas n had tried to use many ways to dig the phone out. finally, he digged the phone out wif a spoon n his whole hand was in the toilet's drain. sounds disgusting yea, but he was still willing to help.

yo! the happening night at my house!

2009-01-31T00:16:00.000-08:00

haha, one pic 1st cuz still waiting for others to send me the rest. yeah, so there were my collmates at my house party yesterday! was so crowded yea! hope u guys enjoyed urself! let me list out those who came yea: (MCKL)philip, kumaran, melanie, eden, (SMSS) me,sia, joyce, jing, amber, yeu, fiona, khoo, sean, harry, phing, chor yin, cheong, joonwah, sly, nat, ting, becca, fung, yuenhong, fung's fren, karsing, (METRO) shan, calvin, saifu, jason, vennie, renee, sam, keong, brian, ronald, hao yen. sry if i left out anyone=p hehe.

the 3rd day of cny!

2009-01-29T08:01:00.000-08:00

haha, this cny v went pavilion twice for two movies! ink heart n all's well end's well. funny movie, kak jing laughed almost throughout the whole movie=p hahaha.

hahaha. funny pic yea.

haha. dim sam at night be4 v go for late night movie..

the 1st day of cny outing!

2009-01-27T07:56:00.001-08:00

haha. our pavilion outing! wanted watch the cny movie n the tickets all sold out! end up watched ink heart, a bit bored but erm, i think it was ok lar after all. 7 of us went this time, me, jing, sue ann, khumen, khoo, yeu, n de de. ^^

my reunion dinner!!!!

2009-01-25T04:46:00.001-08:00

haha. my uncle is winning everyone's $$$. cheating little kids!! singer singing, poser posing, laughter laughting.

haha, my bro with his new lala hair style

my lovely cousie!

the kiew family's girls!

no one will ever noe! except u urself!

2009-01-24T03:18:00.000-08:00

no one will ever noe the truth if u seriously keep it secretly, i noe u can,
i dowan to noe the truth which i ady knew in my heart,
i will never noe the real reason of all,
but i knew part of the reason is cuz of U,
i don care the beginning or the end,
but i do care the path way v hav walked through,
no one will ever noe the feelings,
i don anticipate to get back anything,
but i hope to noe am i still in ur memories of ur life?,
y n y n y n y? its a conundrum there,
how can v solve the problem tat cant be solve?
no way?? no way?? no way??
no one hav two hearts, one heart, its either EVIL or GOOD
keep it nicely wat r the things in THE HEART,
appreciate the one who can touched ur HEART,
Y must some ppl like gossip around? y must some ppl like hide things n on the other hand showing it off? for FUN? feel nice doin tat??
how much a girl understand guy?
girls, do u really understand guys well??
guys, do u really understand girls well??
everyone of us hav our own personality,
most of us can hav different faces in different situation,
no one will ever noe who r u except u urself,
no matter wat, ur real faces will be reveal,
opsie, who's the 'lucky' one c my real faces? grr,
no one will ever be happy throughout his or her life,
ups n down,
can U be tough? can U get through all ur down's? can U really?
no one like if someone lie to u, no one will feel happy when someone do things behind u, no one will be pleasure if someone back stab u,
no one, no one will feel comfortable wif all tat,
need time? 'really'? i don agree wif the timing thingy,
from now til the and of my life? is tat long enough? ENOUGH?
no one will ever noe how long it will takes,
i personally separated my heart into two parts,
1st for the happy's another for those i don like(rubbish)
rubbish?? oh yes, i do keep RUBBISH in my heart,
y? uh huh, opens up my heart n get the ans, lol,
continue from tat, rubbish tat be recycle, lol,
everyone having problems now, the WORLD!
even any new born babies, mite suffer from melamine?
economics, recessions, politics, wars? everything! EVERTHING!
can anyone do anything abt it? can anyone stop all tat?
no one, no one can.
come on, lets solve ur own problem 1st be4 v go into the world's problem,
no one will be alone if u don keep urself alone,
' i noe tat' but wat can others help? to move on? to console? to entertain?
no one will noe, no one will giv a darn to treasure it,
from tat, since girls will never noe guys, n guys will never noe girls,
so wat for v trust each other? NO POINT!
i cant believe U r the one! pulled me deep down!
no one will ever noe who r U, except U urself!

y?

2009-01-17T02:36:00.000-08:00

y is all this happened to me n frens around me?
i seriously f t s b h s p b!!! #$%*#$%& ( try make a guess wats tat mean)
grrrrr... stp bad lousy shit mood came back again!!

vennie, me n renee!

2009-01-15T02:48:00.000-08:00

i still miss high school's life!

2009-01-12T05:49:00.001-08:00

my last sports day! n the 1ST time red house got 1ST!

FIVE ARTS! there, all of us! miss the time sleeping in class, miss our fun, miss the noises, miss the jokes everyday, miss miss miss,, miss everything, everyone! it will never ever be the perfect 5 arts anymore=( ever.

the always' happening friday!

2009-01-09T02:34:00.001-08:00

i think this will be our last happening friday!! reached pyramid around 10=p. kinda early. there were quite a num of us: hao yee, june, vennie, me, renee, foong pooi, chloe, ronald, shan, keong, clavin and jason. so yea, v went kim gary for breakfast. 1st, i saw joewin's sis^^ then, i met wif my horny bro KENNETH GAN, around afternoon, me, jeff, gan, gan's fren n ann went for lunch=p. n yea, i banged into two primary skol's frens. n yea, v all saw NAD as well. so its like so everyone at pyramid. hehe. these pics were taken while v were waiting for others:)

the lala's post=p 1 to 6

haha. v at the children playgroud=p

2009-01-04T06:28:00.000-08:00

v went phing house after met up!!! i din noe my both sis love yiruma as well!!! yo, yiruma!!! hahaha. this naughty chor yin je je was enjoying herself at the children playgroud=p. how abt me????? search search search.................. haha. ^^

n the new year eve!!

2009-01-01T02:38:00.000-08:00

haha. so semangat yea. compare it wif the red box logo=p

we got stucked in the stupid cineleisure carpark for 1hours40mins!!!!! stuffy!!!! hot!!!!

the crowd at the curve!!

eia. i look funy here. the food they prepared=p

jing's~~~~~ yummmy!!!!!!

christmas eve!!!

2008-12-24T10:41:00.001-08:00

i will be waiting for him..

2008-12-23T05:44:00.000-08:00

arr... lifes getting worse everyday..
i hate working life so much..
I JUZ CANT STOP THINKING OF HIM, EVERYMIN, EVERYSEC.....
NO MATTER WAT, I WILL BE WAITING FOR HIM....
I NEED HIM IN MY LIFE,
HOW CAN I LIVE WITHOUT HIM?? I REALLY DUNNO...
no matter wat i do, will oso remind me of him..
my one n onli 1 in my life..
I MISSES HIM SO MUCH..
I LOVE YOU!

i miss all of u guys!! i miss mckl !!!

2008-12-19T06:02:00.000-08:00

haha.. i naughty today.. din go to work but end up went back to my ex college cuz to meet up wif lisia for bible study!!! on ar!!! haha.. finally i decided to skip work.. haha.. half way doin bible study wif lisia then someone appeared in front of me.. guess who??!! PEARLY, the babi hutan..^^ hehe.. i really miss her so much lor.. more than half a year din c her ady lor.. she was my best fren when i was still at the college.. i really so happy lor.. then v went for lunch.. haha.. the 'HAPPY' restoran.. after tat pearly's idea to go watch twilight at ts.. ok lor.. since i oso long time din watch movie ady so v went watch movie.. hehe.. i keep on kik her.. funny lar she.. haha.. i think the movie not bad lor.. v like it lor.. then after the movie pearly told us the continuos story which she had read from the book.. sounds nice lor.. ok, now juz came back from lisia`s house for christmas party.. tired tired.. nitezzzz...

ReSuLt's DaY!!!

2008-12-10T03:12:00.000-08:00

Ok, i went coll early morning for my result!!
At 1st they said it will be out onli at around 10-11oclock..
But i hav planned to go early the day be4..
ARRRR.. i reached around9 N the result is ady OUT on the notice board..
Search search n search for student ID: m08000510..
GOD bless me pls, for distinction..=p.. (70-79marks)
THERE!!! i found it!!! AJ3: m08000510

EMI: 78
HCM: 67.90
IAC: 85.31
IAE: 70.40
MPW: 73

arrrrr!!! i miss one!!! stp human comm!!! 2.10marks more!!! y cant she be kind a bit more n giv me tat 2.10marks!!!

haiz.. nvm lar.. my malaysian studies chicken wan.. haha..

i'm happy wif my econs!!! i thought i can onli credit cuz after i did very badly in my Alevel..

acc i noe i can do better but nvm lar.. even i get more marks oso same grade=p hehe..

for eng ok lar.. got D ady enough..=p

after i saw others result i text them immediately.. all of them oso passed everything wei.. not bad lor.. except one of them.. v must help him..

yay!!! i got free lunch today from Shan=p.. thankz Shan..=)

yay!! i can get watever i wan from Calvin which he hav promised be4 exam if he pass his econs n yet he passed!!! haha..

i went shopping wif vennie after they gone.. v both bought a pants from vincci.. kinda cheap lar.. got 50%discount wei.. hehe..

MNG SALES!!! i wan i wan i wan.. but today onli for members.. nvm.. so juz hav to wait for tomoro!!

happy fri at Ann's place be4 Jing leave for holidays!!

2008-12-06T10:02:00.000-08:00

waterfall wei..
wow.. so tall n high!! scary effect.. Eeeeeeeeee...
sweet effect.. looks sweet rite?? ^^

sweet sweet..
sweet sweet..
haha.. the whitest teeth will be the darkest here..=p
=) cheers.. smile..

were showing our tongues.. blek..
lazy sue ann..

yay!! on vacation..

yo.. v r flying..
lala poses..=p
amber sesak.. look right lar..

hehe.. the four colour effects.. L.O.V.E
L.O.V.E
L.O.V.E
uh huh.. my fingers really little..

arrrrrrrrr....

lol.. my legs r weird

which is the real me?? right or left??
guess guess guess??? right?? left?? which one??
right i guess=p
left i think..=0

yer.. i looked fat here.. too near the lens..

mirror effects..
arrrrrr..
vacation!!
hor hor hor... HOR sue ann.. funny lar tis pics.. both oso look so dumb..

there are a lot more pics to go..

crazy day=D

2008-12-05T22:28:00.001-08:00

the worst snack i hav ever tried.. it taste really bad.. by TGI FRi n it cost rm6!!!

crazy amber hor.. haha.. looks dumb=p

^-^

2008-12-04T00:20:00.000-08:00

nothing better to do=p was watching ghost video wif my lamb pillow.. arrrr..

and the santa claus..^^ho ho ho..

my 3rd aunt n her daughter at ts.. the christmas tree..

my 8years old cousie on potty=p haha..

the four gays!!!

FINALLY!!

2008-11-28T22:10:00.001-08:00

yo yo.. exam juz over.. hope in our class no one will have to re-take any of the subject!!! God bless all of us!!! my 1st sem exam was really so much easier than Alevel's!! haha.. hope i can score for distinction for certain subjects=p.. positive thinking, i noe i can!! after exam, went neways wif my collmates!! then v went up up to genting!! weather there wasnt tat bad althought it was raining whole night.. v reached there around 7ish after dinner at burgerking.. ok, 1st v went bought movie tickets for beast stalker at 1.30am.. so v hav plenty of time n dunno wat can v do.. so they decided go for pool while waiting for calvin n brian to reach.. yor, v waited for them so long!! but i forgot wat time they both reached=p i ni noe v waited for so long.. vennie, ur prayer works!! thanks!! haha.. went oldtown for drinks.. after all, the movie was REALLY chee gek n interesting!! ok, v came back down around 4am which is after the movie.. guess where v went after tat?? haha.. AC ar!! they were all playing game.. around 8.45am, i onli reached back home!! so tired n sleepy ar!!!